Understanding and Learning.....

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I am LEARNING to UNDERSTAND that I am not super woman and cant always change the outcome or "fix" it. If thats what you would call it. I have been working on finding peace with my Mamas passing. And slowly i am starting to feel ok. Very slowly but better slow than never. Mama wouldnt want me to constantly be upset. I still think of her like crazy. And miss her like im missing a limb or something... I really dont know how to put it.

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