For some reason....

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I have been feeling completely and totally motivated! Motivated to be a success. At work and at home. Some times I fall off of tract but i easily kick myself back on track. I want to be the best at what i do. I also want to do the best for my children. Not saying that I havent been doing my best from the start, Just now I am pushing the line on what is my best. Is trying and calling it my best really my best?? I am starting to think differently and to say that just because I tried that it was my best is starting to feel like an easy way out. Now if I fail and was doing my best than Id rather fail and give it my all than take an easy way out saying that it is my best.... when really I was only "trying". No time to try in this day only time to do! I want to be able to give my children and husband things the need, deserve and heck I want to be able to give them what they want. I wanna get what I want. Last year was basically a year of "needs". And I need more than I should. LOl if that makes any sense at all???

Just rambling in tonights blog. But I think thats all my blogs. Random things that happen in my life and just mind rambles.

I want to go to Kauai. Been feeling the longing to get back home again.
Needs to do Laundry. But have no time. And when I have time I just dont have the energy or a dryer!
Has so many projects to get done at work. But one of my body.
Excited to meet my niece Taya Mae!
Misses my Kaisen JohnJohn McBonBon
Wants another car or more like a truck.
Has only a shower but wants to soak in a tub with sceneted candles lit.

Ok Sleepy Time. Night world.

Comments

jei-nhy said…
I haven't read your blog in a while, and I LOVE this post. You go get em cuz.

Remember, failure is a stepping stone to success. Just because you fail, don't get stuck. Use it as a step up to success. Awesome, gurl, awesome!
June 15, 2010 at 10:12 AM
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